The deposition notice arrived on a Tuesday, printed on heavy federal court letterhead and addressed to all sworn personnel of the South Brynmor station. Calder distributed the copies himself, moving through the briefing room with the same ceremonial gravity Lena had seen him use for the Non-Report forms. But this time his hands were not quite steady.
"The court has scheduled depositions for the Gresham case," he announced. "Each of you will be interviewed by plaintiffs' counsel, under oath, on the record. The interviews will take place here at the station, in the conference room, over a three-day period beginning next Monday."
A murmur rippled through the assembled officers. Ries, seated in the corner with his arms crossed, stared at the notice as if it were a venomous snake. The other men exchanged glances that carried a weight Lena was only beginning to understand.
Calder raised a hand for silence. "I know this is unsettling. Depositions are adversarial proceedings by nature. The plaintiffs' attorneys are not here to understand us; they are here to find ammunition for their lawsuit. But we have nothing to fear from the truth."
Lena watched the faces around her. No one looked reassured.
"The legal division has prepared talking points," Calder continued, distributing another stack of papers. "You are not required to follow a script—that would be improper—but you are strongly advised to review these guidelines. They explain your rights, your obligations, and the most effective ways to communicate our mission to people who are predisposed to misunderstand it."
Lena took her copy. The document was titled "Deposition Preparation: Communicating the Border Service Mission." It was fifteen pages long, indexed and footnoted, and written in the same bloodless prose as the Non-Report guidance. She skimmed the first page and felt a chill that had nothing to do with the air conditioning.
"Do not volunteer information beyond the scope of the question asked."
"If asked whether you have witnessed criminal activity, clarify that your duty requires reasonable suspicion as defined by statute, and explain the legal components of that standard."
"If presented with a specific incident, state that you cannot recall the details with sufficient precision and refer counsel to official records."
The document was a masterpiece of obstruction disguised as cooperation.
After the briefing, Ries caught Lena in the corridor. His face was drawn, older than it had seemed the week before.
"Walk with me," he said.
They went outside, into the wet gray afternoon. The rain had paused but the air was thick enough to drink. Ries led her to the perimeter fence and stopped at a spot where the jungle pressed closest, the leaves brushing against the chain-link like fingers testing a cage.
"I've been deposed before," he said quietly. "Twice. Once for a corruption investigation that went nowhere. Once for a civil suit by a farmer whose land was seized. Both times, I told the truth."
"What happened?"
"Nothing. The truth, properly presented, is indistinguishable from silence. That's what they don't teach you at the Academy. They teach you that truth is a sword. It's not. Truth is a shield, and like any shield, it's only as good as the person holding it."
Lena studied his profile. "Are you telling me to lie?"
"I'm telling you to understand what you're up against." Ries turned to face her. "The plaintiffs' lawyers aren't interested in the complexity of our situation. They want a villain. They want a simple story about corrupt officers taking bribes and letting drugs flood across the border. They don't want to hear about Santero. They don't want to hear about the children. Those facts complicate their narrative, so they'll ignore them."
"And if I mention them anyway?"
"Then you'll be painted as a rationalizer. An apologist. Someone who uses tragedy to justify complicity." Ries's voice was bitter. "I testified about Santero in the corruption hearing. The plaintiffs' lawyer asked me if I was using dead children to excuse my own failure of duty. Those were her exact words."
Lena absorbed this in silence.
"The deposition isn't a conversation," Ries said. "It's a performance. And the only winning move is to give them nothing they can use." He put a hand on her shoulder—the first physical gesture he had ever made toward her. "You're smart, Kade. Probably smarter than any of us. But smart doesn't mean anything in that room. Just remember: every word you say will be twisted. Every hesitation will be interpreted. Every moment of doubt will become ammunition for people who have never spent a single night on this corridor."
He walked away, leaving her alone at the fence line. The jungle rustled softly beyond the chain-link, indifferent to the legal proceedings that were about to descend on the station.
For the next three days, the station transformed.
Calder turned the conference room into a preparation center. Officers took turns sitting in a mock deposition chair while Calder played the role of plaintiffs' counsel, firing questions in a cold, clipped voice that sounded nothing like his usual measured tone. He was surprisingly good at it—aggressive, insinuating, skilled at finding the weak points in a witness's testimony.
"Officer Kade," he said during her turn, "isn't it true that you accepted cash payments from known cartel affiliates?"
"No," Lena replied, her voice steady. "I accepted a community compensation stipend distributed through official station channels in accordance with Policy Directive 47-B."
"So you don't dispute receiving the money. You just dispute the characterization."
"I dispute the implication that the stipend is connected to any specific action or inaction on my part."
"And yet, during your patrol on the seventeenth of last month, you observed a cargo truck containing unmanifested goods and took no enforcement action. Isn't that correct?"
Lena paused. She knew this was the trap—the space between observation and action, the gap the plaintiffs' lawyers would try to pry open. "I observed a paperwork discrepancy, which I referred to the appropriate municipal office. My training requires me to distinguish between administrative violations and criminal activity. I saw no evidence of the latter."
Calder broke character and nodded approvingly. "Excellent. That's exactly the framing. Administrative compliance, not criminal enforcement. You're not refusing to do your job; you're explaining the boundaries of your jurisdiction."
But something in Lena's chest felt wrong. The words were correct, the logic was sound, but the act of rehearsing them felt like memorizing a lie. She was learning to describe a world where nothing ever happened, and the more she practiced, the easier it became.
That night, she called Sera again.
The video connected after four rings. Her daughter's face appeared, slightly pixelated, her dark curls escaping from a lopsided ponytail. "Mommy! Grandma said you'd call today and I waited and waited."
"I'm sorry, baby. Work has been busy." Lena forced a smile. "Tell me about your day."
Sera launched into a rambling story about a classroom hamster, a missing homework assignment, and a new friend named Eli who shared his snack at recess. Lena listened and laughed in the right places and felt the distance between them like a wound that wouldn't heal.
"Do you like your new job?" Sera asked suddenly. "Grandma says you're helping people."
Lena's throat tightened. "I'm trying to, sweetheart. Sometimes helping people is more complicated than it seems."
"Like when I have to take my medicine even though it tastes yucky?"
"Something like that."
After the call ended, Lena sat in the dark and stared at her phone. The photos she had taken—the guidance document, the blank binder pages, the cash envelope—were still there, hidden in a password-protected folder. She hadn't looked at them since the night she took them. She wasn't sure she wanted to see them now.
But some impulse made her open the folder and scroll through the images. Page after page of careful language. Defensible entries. Legal thresholds. The architecture of a system designed to produce nothing.
She stopped on a photo she hadn't remembered taking. It was a shot of her own reflection in the black mirror of her phone screen, taken accidentally when she had been photographing the binder. Her face looked strange—half-lit, shadowed, unfamiliar. She looked like someone who had already made a choice she didn't yet understand.
The deposition team arrived on Monday morning in a convoy of black sedans that looked absurdly sleek against the jungle backdrop.
There were three of them: two junior associates who carried boxes of documents, and a lead counsel who introduced herself as Celia Nkosi. She was tall and angular, with close-cropped gray hair and eyes that seemed to miss nothing. She wore a dark suit that had been tailored to move with her body, and she walked through the station like a general surveying a battlefield.
"So this is South Brynmor," she said, standing in the lobby and turning slowly to take in every detail. "It's cleaner than I expected."
"We take pride in our facilities," Calder replied, his smile perfectly in place.
"I'm sure you do." Nkosi's tone was unreadable. "We'll need the conference room for the duration. And access to all personnel on the schedule. I trust there won't be any last-minute conflicts?"
"None. My officers are fully prepared to cooperate."
Nkosi met his eyes. "Cooperate. Yes. That's what I'm hoping for."
The first day of depositions was Officer Tomas Varga, a quiet man in his fifties who had served at South Brynmor for almost a decade. Lena watched through the conference room window as Varga settled into the chair and placed his hands flat on the table, the posture of a man preparing for battle.
Nkosi's questions were precise, surgical. She asked about patrol routes, reporting procedures, the distinction between observations and incidents. She asked about the Non-Report forms, the compensation stipends, the quarterly coordination meetings. She asked about Tamas.
Varga answered each question with the same careful neutrality that Calder had drilled into all of them. "I don't recall." "Not to my knowledge." "I would refer counsel to the official records." His voice never wavered, but Lena could see the sweat beading on his forehead.
After two hours, Nkosi closed her folder and stood. "That's all for today, Officer Varga. You've been very... consistent."
The word hung in the air like a verdict.
That evening, Lena found Ries in the equipment room, methodically cleaning his service weapon. The parts were laid out on a cloth in precise order, each one gleaming under the fluorescent light.
"She's good," Ries said without looking up. "Nkosi. She knows exactly what questions to ask. She's not fishing—she already knows the answers. She's just building a record."
"What do you mean?"
"I mean she has a source." Ries fitted the barrel back into place with a soft click. "Someone has been talking to the plaintiffs. Someone inside the Service, or someone who used to be inside. That's how she knows about Tamas. That's how she knows about the coordination meetings. Those aren't public details."
Lena felt her pulse quicken. "Who would talk?"
Ries looked up at last. His eyes were tired but sharp. "Someone who still believes in the old mission. Someone who thinks aggressive interdiction was the right path and that Directive 47-B is a betrayal. Someone who might even be feeding information to Dael Gresham's legal team."
"An officer?"
"Maybe. Maybe someone higher up. Maybe someone who sees the lawsuit as an opportunity to change policy from the outside." Ries reassembled the last piece of his weapon and slid it into its holster. "Whoever it is, they're putting all of us at risk. If the court grants Gresham his injunction, the Non-Report system collapses. And if the system collapses, the cartels have no reason to maintain the peace."
Lena thought about her phone, hidden under her mattress, filled with photographs that could dismantle the entire station.
"The peace," she repeated. "Is that what we're calling it?"
Ries stood up. "Call it whatever you want. It's the only thing standing between these villages and another Santero." He walked to the door, then paused. "Your deposition is tomorrow. Remember what I told you. Every word is a weapon. Don't hand them the blade."
After he left, Lena remained in the equipment room for a long time. The fluorescent lights hummed overhead. The cleaning solvent smelled sharp and chemical. And somewhere in the jungle, she could hear the distant rumble of a truck engine, heading north toward the checkpoint.
She thought about Celia Nkosi, with her sharp eyes and her careful questions. She thought about the source who had told her about Tamas. She thought about Dael Gresham, waiting in some city apartment for the legal system to deliver the justice that the jungle had denied his family for generations.
And she thought about the photographs on her phone—evidence that could change everything, or evidence that could get her killed, or both.
She hadn't decided what to do with them yet. But as she walked back to her quarters through the quiet, clean corridors of the station, she understood that she was running out of time to decide.
The rain started again just before dawn, drumming on the roof like impatient fingers.
Lena lay awake in her narrow bed and listened to it fall. Her deposition was scheduled for ten o'clock. In a few hours, she would sit in the conference room chair and face Celia Nkosi's surgical questions. She would have to choose, word by word, between the truth that Calder had taught her and the truth that was burning a hole in her phone.
She didn't know which truth would cause more damage.
She didn't know which truth she could live with.
And she didn't know, as the first gray light crept through her window, that someone else had already made a choice. That somewhere in the station, an envelope was being sealed. That a message was being sent through channels she couldn't see. That by the time she walked into the conference room, the game would already have changed.
But she felt it. Standing at her window, watching the rain fall on the jungle that hid everything and revealed nothing, Lena felt the ground shifting beneath her feet.
Something was coming.
Something that even the Non-Report forms couldn't erase.


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